Happy New Year 2012!!!

It is the time again~ 31th of December 2011~ A time to celebrate the coming of new year~ 2012~
It is the time again~ to summarise the life in 2011 and predict what are coming in 2012~
and of course~ New Year Resolution~ hehehe~

I just read back my post that posted one year again when I trying to tell the story of what happened in 2010 and what I going to do in 2011~ but should I do the same this year?

hahaha~ but one this for sure~ my prediction one year ago on what going to happen in 2011~ is very accurate but not all followed as plan~ but this is life.

I am all good~year 2011 had been a good year for me.
I completed my Bachelor Degree and graduated~
I successfully applied the Graduate Temporary Visa~
I overcame all the challenges~ and now I am sitting and enjoy waiting another great year coming~

The highlight of 2011~ is of course the wonderful 2 weeks vacation to Gold Coast with my two “daughters”. hahahahaha~
and also the graduation trip with my dad and one of my younger sisters in Adelaide.
There are just wonderful~ Seriously~ I am loving it~ =p

oh yeah~ the greatest achievement of the year 2011 is that~ I have moved out from the old place~
and now~ I have my own unit~ staying by myself~ enjoying the freedom and happiness~
I feel great =D

hehehe~ okay~ it is enough on telling how great year 2011 for me~
lets see what is coming for me in year 2012~

XD First thing~ I have confirmed that I will go back Malaysia for the coming CNY next year~
hahaha~ finally, after almost 3 years, I am going back for holiday and visit my family~
As long as everything going well for me for this coming 3 weeks after new year, I will back in Malaysia for 25 days of Holidays!!!

And~ another thing for sure~ I will be doing my best for job hunting continuously ~
ya~ this is the only thing from last new year resolution that I haven’t achieved~
and so~ it will be continued and carried on in 2012 and until I get my field of full time job.

In someway, year 2012 will be a year of choice for me.
Choice that may change my future forever~
Job Hunting, Permanent Residency of Australia, Interstate Relocation, Back Home Country for Good, Financial, and a lot more~
It means something good though. This mean that I am now in the year of making decisions and taking more responsibility in my life.
At the age of 22~ it is really a good time for me~ to be a stronger and better me~

However, I myself have think of 2 or more possible outcome and event that may happen in 2012~

Version 1.0~
Since that I give myself another half a year, looking for job of my field~
so in the 6 months, I get any of my full time, I will 100% that I will stay in Australia for long term.
and high chance of permanent residency in Australia~
This is my plan A, of course.
I love the life in Australia~ The Lifestyle~ The Freedom~

Version 2.0~
if unfortunately, after  6 months and I still not getting any good response~
I will have two choices and very much depending on how my part time and casual going~

2.1~
I will relocate to Melbourne, Sydney or Brisbane or other interstates for better job hunting opportunity.
and I will experience different lifestyle and stories~
this may not be easy but I will always do my best to have the best of my life.
hard but it is my plan A-

hahaha~ 2.2~
I may just tired of the life in Australia and go back Malaysia for good.
With saving in Australian Dollar, I will be able to start my job hunting again
in Singapore and Malaysia~
A not bad plan~ but not my best plan~

Somehow~ even if the worst happened and I have to go back for good~
I always have the chance to come back again~ or go to another great country for life experience~
with the saving and experience I have~
so, not matter what happen, they are all good to me~ =)

so~ Goal of 2012~
Build Myself a Better Body Shape~
Get Myself a Better Fashion Sense~ with more nice clothing and style~
A Better Financial Power~
Stable Life with Great Job~
oh ya~ and also maybe having a good partner for lovely relationship =p

And Finally!

Be a Better and Stronger me one day by one day~
and in one year time, when the moment I read this post again for another new year resolution post,
I will be a much more stronger and better guy compare to the me one year ago~

Oh ya~ if the year 2012 is really the year of apocalypse~
I wish every of my friends and family survive~ and continue enjoy another great new world and year~

Hahaha~

Everyone! Happy New Year 2012~ and All The Very Best!! Cheers =D

Great Power Comes With Great Responsibility

I can truly understand it now~

With great power, better skill, higher demand of life~
They all come with great responsibility~
Success or not~
Mainly depend on whether you can keep that Responsibility~
Not matter how things go~
Good or Bad~
They are the decisions that have been made by oneself~
Good~ Enjoy it~ Taste the sweetness of right choice~
Bad~ Face it~ Learn from it~ Extra experience and lesson~

Thus,

I will not regret with the decisions that I had or have made and will make~
I will face it and take the responsibility~

This is the phase in life to start take things serious~
to set the path to the better future~

All the very best~
Wish and Pray for the Best~

拼什么

拼什么 在意什么最多
人群走了灯光不在场地淩乱
太多情绪显得相爱想听很难
讽刺怀疑总是很酸一路纠缠
冷眼冷语不看不管心却敏感
路灯擦亮午夜车窗 像泪光闪闪
想要跟谁温暖的交谈 却只有我和孤单
早上匆匆忙忙出门时 好在有灯忘了关
像谁牵谁等了整夜要给我陪伴
我在拼什么 在意什么最多
为了什么 又累又寂寞
不怕别人误会了
最怕最在乎的人也不想懂
有些时候我会做梦
盼望回过头你在身后
温柔看我 没有不快乐
没有逼我做抉择
懂我拼什么 懂我最宝贝你了
人群走了灯光不在场地淩乱
太多情绪显得相爱想听很难
讽刺怀疑总是很酸一路纠缠
冷眼冷语不看不管心却敏感
路灯擦亮午夜车窗 像泪光闪闪
想要跟谁温暖的交谈 却只有我和孤单
早上匆匆忙忙出门时 好在有灯光乐观
像谁牵谁等了整夜要给我陪伴
我在拼什么 在意什么最多
为了什么 又累又寂寞
不怕别人误会了
最怕最在乎的人也不想懂
有些时候我会做梦
盼望回过头你在身后
温柔看我 没有不快乐
没有逼我做抉择
懂我拼什么 懂我最宝贝你了
懂你让我多痛

开心就好?

don’t know how to start this post~

as from the title, you may feel I am in moody again or something

hahaha~ maybe but I think more on I am in the point of changing my view~

Happiness is the only thing that is said to be the most important thing to one~

One can don’t have anything but with happiness then one will live in the life full of colour

But in another hand, if one have everything in the world but fail to obtain happiness~

somehow, everything will mean nothing to one~

Really~ is Happiness so important? I myself agree it is important~

but to have it and keep it, are more important that happiness itself~

Anyone realise why mental illness is getting more and more serious in the society today?

What I think of is that

Society today, too focus on materialism than the feeling of achievement~

people have eyes and only judge things base on what they see and of course~ it will be things or materials that one can afford to buy and show~

but no one actually spend time and look into the time and effort the people spend to get the money to buy the materials

and this situation slowly make people lose the feeling toward how well himself feel but only focus on how he should show others how well he is~

and beside people’s heart~ sorrow and sadness~ no one know~ no one share~ because it is said that being immature or selfish of releasing the negative feeling to others or something like this~

but isn’t that the feeling of sadness or unhappiness~ part of the human nature?

and why people tend to keep it and slowly change it to a rock in heart that increase the stress?

and due to this~ people getting more and more isolated to each other~

anyone realise? since after technology getting better~ people able to afford nice technology such as the “i” products and all other “smart” machine~ and people tend to react more with the cold lifeless machine than people around them?

The bond between people getting weaker because people tend to spend time on none true but materialism things~

if now~ I am holding all the “i” products and showing that I have all of them~

and yes~ people will feel~ oh~ this guy is rich~ oh~ this guy earn a lot~

and if I don’t have any “i” product but everything around with “i” product~

then I will feel~ wah~ everyone is rich~ not me~

Seriously! why the society turn to be this way?

People tend to just look into what you have on your hands than what you have in your mind~

How actually people able to get contact from heart to heart if this kind of condition getting worse and continue for centuries?

or maybe this is now the world working now~ and maybe soon something big may happen and change the way of people think~ maybe 2012 will be a good date~

when only the human race will reach the point that all can understand each other~ instead of only themselves alone?

hahaha~ maybe in dream~

haiz~ first~ maybe I have to make myself happy first~ the first step…..

Update!!!

Yeah~ I am back. hahaha

Long time no update myself…

hehehe~ Finally after weeks of trouble with visa application,

everything is done!!!

All documents ready and the application lodged~

I am now in bridging visa toward temporary (graduate) visa that allow me to stay in Australia for another 1.5 year

Which mean, I won’t be back in Malaysia~ hahahaha~ not in this few years I think

hahaha~ why don’t go back? hahaha~

the answer is simple~

lifestyle and working life here is much more better than in Malaysia~

even though there are things like for example expensive bills, high cost living expenses and so on~

but with the benefits got from the work here is enough to counteract the hard part~

I love living in Australia~ with own developed independence, financial power, and self management

I live happily =D

 

Anyway~ I treat myself a good deal today to thanks myself for all the hard work I done so far~

the trouble visa application without any help of money faced agency

working in midnight, super early morning, long shift, OTs and so on~

and also my birthday is near!!! hahahahha

It will be on next Monday (5th of Sep) anyway~

I will be working as usual

and so~ I decided to give myself a day and a weekend off (today and Saturday)

hahaha~ but I feel a bit guilty to turn off a short notice night shift just now for tonight~ a 14 hours night shift~

I feel lazy (honestly). hahahahha. I had been working like crazy last week,

two 12 hours day shift, two 12 hours night shift and three 8 hours days

and I was so tired (with pocket full of cash) for last week.

and this week not bad as well, had done half of them~

so I decided to give myself a break~

I also bought myself something as present this year~

A formal suit~ A good one~ full set~ it look great~

cost me a fortune as well~ but I am happy

as I earn my own money and I buy something I like and useful~

hahaha~ having my own financial power is something I had never before~

To say what is the biggest improvement of this year compare to last~

I will say~ the financial situation~

last year this time, I was in serious financial crisis and jobless (totally)

then after sometime in job hunting~ I finally got a job and from that, I start being more stable in working.

and I become more and more capable in handling situation alone~

Never expect people to help you when you in trouble as people are generally selfish~ hahaha~

but there are still generous one~

Of course in life, there are always happy and unhappy~

when unhappy, try relax and smile~ things go well that way~

when happy? Smile! to celebrate~

At this moment, I am 21 years old~ few more days later, I will be 22 years old

Time goes fast, too fast that it was like just a sudden and I have no memory of the past~

hahaha~ but it is the reality,

I am 22 years old and I am no longer a dependent to other~

I am an adult with own capability to take care myself and my future~

It is time to face the world with mature mind and I myself want to be stronger, more mature and be more capable.

To prove that I am capable to be success without help from other but myself with my own hands, strength and brain.

and be the first in my Thong’s family to have a family owned company that can pass down generation to generation (this dream is too far far far)

to get there, I have to start and not only move in the normal speed but in double or triple of the speed limit~

I had begun my steps~ hope I can overcome all the challenges ahead and reach my big life aims

hahahaha~

my dad and my next sister are going to come Adelaide to pay me a visit

and I am currently working to save the travel budget for them

I will fully funded this trip

just a way to show my dad that I am not longer a child, I am mature and I am capable more than just take care myself.

To prove I am a man, not a boy anymore

 

by the way, this few days, always get weird dream. I dream of getting another car. hahahahaa~

maybe I too wanting a new car already. but it is just dream for the moment.

Only when I get a degree related full time,

I will be capable to get a nice car and my first house (very soon)

 

hahahaha~ so ya~ these are the recent days of mine and I going to enjoy myself for this two days for my birthday.

hahahaha~ my birthday wish~

I wish that all of my dreams come true~ wahahahahhahaa =P

 

see ya